John Exell, one of Centrepieces' longest serving members, describes what the charity has meant to him.
'Buddy-Buddy' by John Exell |
I visited
the Day Centre more often, and took up art and writing more seriously, thinking
that I may be able to make it as a writer and/or artist, and anyway, I enjoyed
it. In 1999, Centrepieces was
formed. It started as an odd collection
of artists, based at the Crayford Day Centre.
Its formation gave my art more of a focus. I soon learnt that making it as an artist or
writer was extremely difficult, but I liked it, returning to work was out of
the question for now, so I kept it as an extended hobby. I saw it as an aid to my recovery, and,
hopefully, to help make me fit for some sort of work again. I also used art and writing as therapy. I am now retired, and doing art and writing helps
keep my mind and body going, as well as being an enjoyable hobby, and it helps
keep senility at bay. Also I know that
others like my work, so I am doing a service to people, and putting something
back into society.
We did
various workshops and classes, and did artwork at the Day Centre. I partly treated the Centre as a studio. I developed a skill in sculpture, which I
practised and also taught others. Centrepieces
gave occupation, structure and meaning to my life. I often went to the Centre six days a week,
doing my artwork. I also did various
voluntary jobs at the Centre. Centrepieces
co-existed with other service users at the Centre, who were not particularly
interested in art, but we got on fine together.
The government’s policy to day centres changed, and to keep in line with
it, service users were not allowed to treat the centre just as a place to go,
they had to do something there, so many users stopped coming. I also did creative writing; the mental
health charity, Survivors’ Poetry, brought out a collection of my poems in book
form. I also taught it at the Centre. Employed there were psychiatric
staff, who were a great help to me.
'Salamanca Skyline' by John Exell |
Then we were
told that the Day Centre was closing altogether. We managed to find a new home for
Centrepieces, which was a God-send. It
is in the grounds of Hall Place, the local Arts Centre and Museum. It is idyllic. It is now solely Centrepieces; the rest of
the service users now go to the local MIND charity in Bexleyheath. But we are now on our own: we don’t have the financial support of the
local mental health authorities. We have
now become a registered charity, and somehow just manage to hold our heads
above water. The change is an immense
benefit all round. The one drawback is
that there are no psychiatric staff there, but we all pull together and help
each other. Some of us are key holders -
I’m one - who keep the place open. More
artists are joining us, which is very good.
We sculpt, draw, paint and write.
Several of the more able help to run the place.
'City of Towers' by John Exell |
The Lodge,
as the place is called, is a true joy.
It is wonderful to wander around the grounds of Hall Place. They have a river with ducks and geese. During the summer months they sell delicious
ice cream. It is a joy to sit in the courtyard
of the Lodge, with friends. We have a
pet wild robin, who is getting bolder and bolder with us, and more trusting. I sculpt in the courtyard, teaching others my
skill, and also learning from others. Inside
we have a large circular drawing table which we all sit round and draw. I also teach creative writing there.
When we were
told that the Day Centre was closing, we never dreamed that we would be so
lucky as to find this place; now there is a danger of us in taking it all for
granted. I’m now living almost outside
the psychiatric system, which is very good.
I did it in my thirties, and it worked, just relying on friends to guide
me if necessary. I hasten to add that I
still take my medication. In all, the
move to the Lodge is very beneficial: very beneficial indeed.